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Religion Expert | Author | Spiritual Mentor

What moves me is not to echo certainties, but to dwell in the questions – and to draw near in stillness.
There is often more between the lines of my books than within the dogmas of the world.
I write not to convince – but to open a space. ☉

I combine in-depth knowledge with lived experience:
Trained in transcultural communication and ethics (Diploma of Advanced Studies), with an academic background in Islamic studies and a hands-on business degree, I bring together diverse worldviews. My path also led me to study theology – which I consciously left behind in favor of a more grounded approach that unites intellect, heart, and intuition.

This journey is enriched by many years of shamanic practice and authorship of several non-fiction books on religion, spirituality, and conscious living.

As a religion expert, my mission is to reinterpret outdated beliefs, build cultural and spiritual bridges, and make ancient wisdom accessible, meaningful, and relevant to everyday life.

In my talks, readings, and coaching sessions, I blend spiritual depth with clarity, warmth, and grounded presence – offering insights from a conscious, feminine perspective.

I believe:
Spiritual truth doesn’t divide – it unites.
Across cultures and inner landscapes, between knowledge and emotion, soul and structure.

Understanding begins not with what is written – but with what resonates in between. ∆

My Books

From Victim to Weapon: Abused Accusations in the #MeToo Era
 
While the #MeToo movement has spoken for so many unknown victims of assault, this book points to a disturbing subtext: the malicious misuse of accusations as a tool to destroy innocent, often well-connected and prominent, men. The unsubstantiated or false allegations hurt not just the accused but also destroy the public’s confidence in actual victims and the feminist movement altogether.
 
Through detailed case studies—like that of celebrities like Marilyn Manson, Johnny Depp, and Till Lindemann—this book reveals how weaponized accusations are employed for personal revenge or monetary gain, which leads to irreversible damage. It examines how this practice lowers the credibility of genuine victims and undermines the very principles of feminism by blurring the lines of real advocacy with exploitation.
 
Mixing law analysis with social inquiry, From Victim to Weapon demands prompt reforms to protect both the presumption of innocence and the integrity of justice and equality movements. It invites readers to rethink how society, media, and the justice system tread the thin line between victim protection and prevention of abuse of the system.
 

A First-Hand Exposé
For over three years, I was part of a Salafist scene in Germany. I believed I was serving a religious mission – but in truth, I was actively helping to fund terrorism. 
Our mosque regularly collected donations that were sent to Syria, Afghanistan, and Palestine. But the money was not for humanitarian aid – it was used to buy weapons, support jihadist fighters, and fuel armed struggle. I witnessed young men becoming radicalized, joining the so-called “Holy War” – many of them never returned. In my book “Undercover: Mosque”, I reveal how Islamist networks operate right in the heart of Europe – using religion as a cover to build structures, channel funds, and expand their influence while exploiting Western tolerance and naivety. I offer a raw, authentic look inside radical mosques, explain how jihad financing works, and expose the ideologies behind groups like ISIS and Hamas – and how their propaganda reaches deep into Western societies. I share my own path out, the personal cost, and why I now speak out publicly.
I also raise the uncomfortable question: Why is Israel criticized for fighting terror groups, when it pursues the same goal the U.S. had in its war against ISIS? A dangerous double standard – and one the West can no longer afford to ignore.

I was the daughter of a conservative Catholic father – and the servant of an Islamic God.
In other words, I was a woman who had learned to deny herself.
I searched for salvation in church pews, behind the veil, in silent prayers.
Instead, I found control, fear, and guilt.
They called it love.
I called it captivity.

This book tells the story of my liberation.
Of breaking away from two religions that declared the female body a sin.
Of a spiritual journey that didn’t lead to a new belief – but to myself.

I have changed roles.
I am no longer the creation – I am the creator.
I am God – and I am the contradiction.
The doubter. The questioner.
I am Satan – in the eyes of those who tried to rise above me.

I Am God, I Am Satan is not a theological work.
It is a cry.
A declaration of awakening.
And a bold farewell to a guilt that was never mine to carry.

I grew up in a small mountain village in the Swiss canton of Valais, in a strictly Catholic family.
My father used God as an instrument of power in his parenting, often citing passages from the Old Testament.
The merciful, forgiving God of the New Testament – I only heard about Him once I started school.
At home, I experienced emotional abuse, physical violence, and constant surveillance by two of my brothers.

One of my closest school friends was Muslim, which led to frequent and intense conflicts with my parents.
The God who always seemed to be on my father’s side became increasingly alien to me.
Eventually, I asked my friend to tell me more about Islam – and some time later, I secretly converted.
I practiced my new faith in secret, and with that, my personal jihad began – in the heart of conservative rural Valais…

Today, I consciously distance myself from all religious institutions.
My path is no longer defined by doctrine, but by inner truth.

💡 The book Walliser Muslima received highly positive reviews from two journalists and a literary scholar.
It was also featured on the radio program Literaturwelle (Radio Rottu Oberwallis, rro) and on Swiss national TV SRF in the news show 10vor10.

I was once a critic of Islam – manipulated by the media.
It’s a game of fear.
But I needed to get to the truth.
I delved deep into Islamic history, explored political contexts, and studied the Qur’an in depth.
The result of this journey is captured in this book.

Never has enlightenment been more urgent than it is today…

💡 My book Islam Reforms Christianity has been translated into Czech and Farsi (Persian) and is held in the libraries of renowned universities.

📖 In the Czech Republic, it is available at the University of Ethnology in Prague, where it contributes to academic discourse on interreligious research and social development.

📖 In Iran, the book is part of the library at the University of Islamic Studies in Tehran, where it serves as a resource for theological and philosophical dialogue on reform within Islam and Christianity.

These placements highlight the scholarly relevance and international impact of my work in the field of interreligious studies.

Welcome to the dark world of Jeffrey Dahmer – filled with unanswered questions and chilling secrets.
This book reveals that the official story is a lie and suggests that Jeffrey Dahmer may have been a victim of hidden agendas involving, among others, the Archdiocese of Milwaukee.

From charges of abduction to ambiguous confessions, this work offers a gripping look into one of the most notorious criminal cases of the 20th century.
Uncover the disturbing truth behind the events that shocked the public – and confront the uncomfortable questions this case continues to raise.

This book provides a deep and unsettling exploration of the complex realities surrounding the Jeffrey Dahmer case.

While many view feminism as a necessary movement to promote gender equality and overcome discrimination, there are also those who are concerned about its potential negative impact on femininity.

Feminism repeatedly sparks heated debates about gender roles, equality, and social norms. While many see feminism as essential for advancing gender justice and overcoming discrimination, others worry that it might affect or even harm femininity.

This work is dedicated to a critical analysis of some perspectives that claim feminism could influence or even damage femininity. It is important to emphasize that this book does not aim to discredit feminism as a whole or deny its positive achievements. Rather, it seeks to provide space for reflection and discussion to shed light on the complex aspects of this topic.

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